{"id":743,"date":"2007-07-09T14:07:49","date_gmt":"2007-07-09T13:07:49","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/dickonedwards.co.uk\/diary\/index.php\/archive\/in-praise-of-dreaming\/"},"modified":"2007-07-23T17:50:54","modified_gmt":"2007-07-23T16:50:54","slug":"in-praise-of-dreaming","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.dickonedwards.com\/diary\/index.php\/archive\/in-praise-of-dreaming\/","title":{"rendered":"In Praise Of Dreaming"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>In the London Library. I&#8217;m slightly appalled at seeing one or two gentlemen here wearing shorts and trainers. My usual aesthetic grumblings aside, it&#8217;s not even particularly hot today. To the Library&#8217;s credit (considering the building&#8217;s age), it&#8217;s perfectly cool and airy in the Reading Room. Though I admit I often exist in my own micro-climate.<\/p>\n<p>Speaking of gentlemen who like to dress casually to the point of claiming Human Rights, I see the author John O&#8217;Farrell is at a desk on my right.  He appeared on that enjoyable TV programme, <em>Grumpy Old Men<\/em>, moaning in one instance about the pressure of buying new clothes and keeping up with fashions of the day: &#8216;What&#8217;s wrong with my shirt? I&#8217;ve had it for years. It doesn&#8217;t need replacing; it&#8217;s a perfectly serviceable shirt.&#8217; But I forgive his championing of sartorial slovenliness, because he wrote the brilliant and very funny <em>Things Can Only Get Better<\/em>, a memoir about being a disillusioned Labour supporter.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve tried looking for the desk mentioned in AS Byatt&#8217;s Possession but either it doesn&#8217;t exist, or it&#8217;s been moved.<\/p>\n<p>It has been pointed out to me that <em>Edmond<\/em> hasn&#8217;t had quite the critical blanket praise I previously indicated. The Guardian&#8217;s Peter Bradshaw has in fact called it &#8216;one of the very worst US pictures in years.&#8217; The BBC&#8217;s Mark Kermode called it &#8216;too clever&#8217;, just as he slated Todd Haynes&#8217;s <em>Palindromes<\/em> (which I also love) in a similar manner.<\/p>\n<p>If I start defending the film and rebutting the various criticisms, I run the risk of sounding like a representative of its makers, whom I&#8217;ve never met. Which was also the case with <em>The History Boys<\/em>, a film I love but which I&#8217;ve had to defend among my friends, point by point. I&#8217;ve done this so many times I have considered sending Alan Bennett an invoice for PR services.<\/p>\n<p>What exactly is wrong with &#8216;too clever&#8217;, anyway? There was once a girl at school who said my trouble was I &#8216;think too much&#8217;, and I never saw that as particularly unflattering. Lost in my thoughts, certainly, drifting off into my inner world, sure. Thinking as opposed to doing, fair enough.<\/p>\n<p>Though I maintain there are far worse things to be than a daydreamer. That over-quoted Pastor Niem\u00c3\u00b6ller poem about &#8216;First they came for the Somethings, and I did not speak up because I was not a Something&#8217; can also be used by self-righteous bullies taking a stick to the cautious and meek, and not necessarily for good use either.<\/p>\n<p>Sometimes it&#8217;s better to do nothing, to be cautious, to hold the coats and watch rather than get involved. Particularly if you&#8217;re the sort who may make a mess of doing something anyway, or may make things worse.<\/p>\n<p>As ever, the answer is: it depends. One person&#8217;s having a go is another person&#8217;s blotting the copybook. One person&#8217;s apathy is another&#8217;s dreaming. I never regret any of my dreams. My response to that Nike trainers slogan, &#8216;Just Do It&#8217;, is, &#8216;Or Not.&#8217; Or, &#8216;Just Do It For A Bit, But Not If You Then Discover It Isn&#8217;t You. And Trainers Are Not The Only Shoe.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve never thought it was possible to be &#8216;too&#8217; clever at anything. It reminds me of the perennial school stigma of the class swot, those who do well &#8211; or even just want to do well &#8211; being sneered at by classmates. Clever equals resented, uncool and unpopular. As if the opposite was anything to write home about.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s true that one has to temper intelligence with humility, and the  humour can often be the quickest route. <em>Edmond<\/em> has many moments of dark humour. But here I am, starting to argue defensively in favour of a film I have nothing to do with, just because I like it. Funny how mere taste and opinion engenders a kind of taking sides, bordering on brotherhood. The psychology seems to be &#8216;Hate my favourite things by others, and you hate me&#8217;.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>In the London Library. I&#8217;m slightly appalled at seeing one or two gentlemen here wearing shorts and trainers. My usual aesthetic grumblings aside, it&#8217;s not even particularly hot today. To the Library&#8217;s credit (considering the building&#8217;s age), it&#8217;s perfectly cool and airy in the Reading Room. 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