{"id":5504,"date":"2026-07-01T16:16:47","date_gmt":"2026-07-01T15:16:47","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.dickonedwards.com\/diary\/?p=5504"},"modified":"2026-07-01T16:16:47","modified_gmt":"2026-07-01T15:16:47","slug":"be-your-own-festival","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.dickonedwards.com\/diary\/index.php\/archive\/be-your-own-festival\/","title":{"rendered":"Be Your Own Festival"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Some book news. I have written the foreword for the new graphic novel version of <em>Orlando <\/em>by Virginia Woolf, adapted by Jules Scheele. The book is colourful and sexy and is out now, published by Avery Hill of London, UK.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full is-resized\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.dickonedwards.com\/diary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/IMG_2901-scaled.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1920\" height=\"2560\" src=\"https:\/\/www.dickonedwards.com\/diary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/IMG_2901-scaled.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-5513\" style=\"aspect-ratio:0.7486763450042698;width:334px;height:auto\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.dickonedwards.com\/diary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/IMG_2901-scaled.jpg 1920w, https:\/\/www.dickonedwards.com\/diary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/IMG_2901-225x300.jpg 225w, https:\/\/www.dickonedwards.com\/diary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/IMG_2901-768x1024.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.dickonedwards.com\/diary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/IMG_2901-1152x1536.jpg 1152w, https:\/\/www.dickonedwards.com\/diary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/IMG_2901-1536x2048.jpg 1536w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1920px) 100vw, 1920px\" \/><\/a><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full is-resized\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.dickonedwards.com\/diary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/IMG_2925-scaled.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"2264\" height=\"2560\" src=\"https:\/\/www.dickonedwards.com\/diary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/IMG_2925-scaled.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-5514\" style=\"aspect-ratio:0.8843850760018425;width:332px;height:auto\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.dickonedwards.com\/diary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/IMG_2925-scaled.jpg 2264w, https:\/\/www.dickonedwards.com\/diary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/IMG_2925-265x300.jpg 265w, https:\/\/www.dickonedwards.com\/diary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/IMG_2925-906x1024.jpg 906w, https:\/\/www.dickonedwards.com\/diary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/IMG_2925-768x868.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.dickonedwards.com\/diary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/IMG_2925-1358x1536.jpg 1358w, https:\/\/www.dickonedwards.com\/diary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/IMG_2925-1811x2048.jpg 1811w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 2264px) 100vw, 2264px\" \/><\/a><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I like the way Mr Scheele has rendered my name on the back cover, in wavy letters to match his and Woolf\u2019s names on the cover.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full is-resized\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.dickonedwards.com\/diary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/IMG_2900.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1296\" height=\"301\" src=\"https:\/\/www.dickonedwards.com\/diary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/IMG_2900.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-5515\" style=\"aspect-ratio:4.3059671605927115;width:350px;height:auto\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.dickonedwards.com\/diary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/IMG_2900.jpg 1296w, https:\/\/www.dickonedwards.com\/diary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/IMG_2900-300x70.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.dickonedwards.com\/diary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/IMG_2900-1024x238.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/www.dickonedwards.com\/diary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/IMG_2900-768x178.jpg 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1296px) 100vw, 1296px\" \/><\/a><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full is-resized\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.dickonedwards.com\/diary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/scheele-orlando.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"743\" height=\"129\" src=\"https:\/\/www.dickonedwards.com\/diary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/scheele-orlando.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-5516\" style=\"aspect-ratio:5.760266505148395;width:348px;height:auto\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.dickonedwards.com\/diary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/scheele-orlando.jpg 743w, https:\/\/www.dickonedwards.com\/diary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/scheele-orlando-300x52.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 743px) 100vw, 743px\" \/><\/a><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I think of the opening titles of <em>Life of Brian<\/em>, where the words \u2018Monty Python\u2019s\u2019 are a wavy neon sign on a cloud.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full is-resized\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.dickonedwards.com\/diary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/IMG_2919.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"2028\" height=\"1125\" src=\"https:\/\/www.dickonedwards.com\/diary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/IMG_2919.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-5517\" style=\"aspect-ratio:1.8027564467992354;width:374px;height:auto\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.dickonedwards.com\/diary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/IMG_2919.jpg 2028w, https:\/\/www.dickonedwards.com\/diary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/IMG_2919-300x166.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.dickonedwards.com\/diary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/IMG_2919-1024x568.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/www.dickonedwards.com\/diary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/IMG_2919-768x426.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.dickonedwards.com\/diary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/IMG_2919-1536x852.jpg 1536w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 2028px) 100vw, 2028px\" \/><\/a><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\"><em>Opening titles of the 1979 film Life of Brian.<\/em><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Some show news. I am appearing at a Saturday afternoon event about diaries in London.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full is-resized\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.dickonedwards.com\/diary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/On-Diaries.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"827\" height=\"1165\" src=\"https:\/\/www.dickonedwards.com\/diary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/On-Diaries.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-5519\" style=\"aspect-ratio:0.7098768743796776;width:316px;height:auto\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.dickonedwards.com\/diary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/On-Diaries.jpg 827w, https:\/\/www.dickonedwards.com\/diary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/On-Diaries-213x300.jpg 213w, https:\/\/www.dickonedwards.com\/diary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/On-Diaries-727x1024.jpg 727w, https:\/\/www.dickonedwards.com\/diary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/On-Diaries-768x1082.jpg 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 827px) 100vw, 827px\" \/><\/a><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I will be discussing how to write a diary, how to read a diary, and why diaries are good for you. Travis Elborough will be interviewing me, and I will sign books. There will also be DJs and guest readers, who will read diary entries by the likes of Samuel Pepys, Derek Jarman, and Virginia Woolf. The venue is the Betsey Trotwood, 56 Farringdon Road, London EC1R 3BL, Saturday 22nd August, 2.30pm-6pm. Free entry, but tickets must be reserved on Eventbrite. <a href=\"https:\/\/www.eventbrite.co.uk\/e\/dickon-edwards-on-diaries-tickets-1992055199727\">https:\/\/www.eventbrite.co.uk\/e\/dickon-edwards-on-diaries-tickets-1992055199727<\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">**<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">New Diary Entry:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>Sunday 21<sup>st<\/sup> June 2026. <\/em>To Hastings Museum for the Sanctuary Festival, a free event to raise awareness of refugees. It is a hot, sunny day and the museum grounds are packed with stalls, stages and people, spilling out onto the grounds of the Summerfields Leisure Centre next door. As I pass I see a small stage at one end, with a choir singing Joni Mitchell\u2019s \u2018Big Yellow Taxi\u2019 in multi-part harmonies.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">When I first moved to Hastings after so long in London, I was warned: \u2018you\u2019ll get bored!\u2019 But there really does seem to be a different festival in Hastings every week. And the festivals are usually so popular that, as Wilde pointed out about galleries, even if the entertainment is not interesting, one can enjoy looking at the other people there.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I used to feel awkward attending festivals at which I had not been invited to appear, as I became too envious of those who had. Particularly if I thought that some of those who <em>had<\/em> been invited to appear were manifestly less interesting than me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I have since resolved this dilemma by (a) getting paid to do a PhD, which rewired my brain into a more graceful machine; (b) having a book out; people always need to have something to buy, to reify their interest, to shore up their encounter with your art; and (c) regarding myself as a one-man festival wherever I go.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">This is a dandy version of positive thinking, though the principles can be used by anyone. Cultivate an appearance that is very \u2018you\u2019, celebrate all the things that you like, and direct others to these things as well. Be your own festival, at all times. <em>Bring<\/em> the festival.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Indeed, one can use an internet diary as a form of festival. An online space is known as a \u2018platform\u2019, after all. All the internet\u2019s a stage. &nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">In this spirit, at the Sanctuary Festival I enjoy Remi Graves\u2019s poetry salon, organised in collaboration with the Hastings Queer History Collective. Superb readings by Graves along with Abu Leila and Basil Alsheikh, on queerness, race, migration, and growing up in warzones. The setting is the museum\u2019s Durbar Hall, a spectacularly ornate room made from dark wood carved in an Indian palace style. It was originally made in 1886 by two Punjabi craftsmen, Mohammed Baksh and Mohammed Juma, for the Colonial and Indian Exhibition in London. Having this product of the British Empire serve as a backdrop to poems on 21<sup>st<\/sup> century migration gives this event something of a site-specific frisson.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full is-resized\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.dickonedwards.com\/diary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/imgi_5_The-Durbar-Hall.-\u00a9-John-Fox-1024x632-1.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"632\" src=\"https:\/\/www.dickonedwards.com\/diary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/imgi_5_The-Durbar-Hall.-\u00a9-John-Fox-1024x632-1.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-5520\" style=\"width:429px;height:auto\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.dickonedwards.com\/diary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/imgi_5_The-Durbar-Hall.-\u00a9-John-Fox-1024x632-1.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/www.dickonedwards.com\/diary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/imgi_5_The-Durbar-Hall.-\u00a9-John-Fox-1024x632-1-300x185.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.dickonedwards.com\/diary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/imgi_5_The-Durbar-Hall.-\u00a9-John-Fox-1024x632-1-768x474.jpg 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/a><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\"><em>The Durbar Hall, Hastings Museum. Photo by John Fox. From the museum website.<\/em><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Abu Leila reads from a smartphone, a typical practice at poetry readings now. In between each poem they pause for some time. I think at first that this is an artistic touch, to allow the poem to properly take its hold on the audience. But I then realise that they are just scrolling to find the next poem, in the same way that one might flick through a notebook. For all my love of analogue media, I have to praise phones for the way they can hide the nuts and bolts of life. Phones may turn some people into mindless zombies, but they can also turn them into mindful monks.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I am particularly taken by one of Graves\u2019s poems, \u2018Held\u2019, which makes me think of \u2018We Two Boys Together Clinging\u2019, the Walt Whitman poem that inspired the David Hockney painting of the same name. After the poetry event I walk into the room next door to look at the museum\u2019s temporary exhibition on local queer history, <em>Lemons, Laws and Secret Doors<\/em>. \u2018Lemons\u2019 being local slang for lesbians in the twentieth century. One of the displays features that same Hockney painting, used here in the story of a local gay couple, Charles and Jeremy. They met in the early 1980s and are still together today. In 1981, Charles sent Jeremy a postcard of the painting as a Valentine\u2019s Day card. Years later they had the \u2018We Two Boys\u2019 phrase made into a neon sign for their kitchen in Hastings. The sign is in the exhibition. It further turns out that Hockney lived in Hastings himself in 1958, specifically at Cliff Cottage, West Hill, St Leonards.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The <em>Lemons <\/em>exhibition is full of rich detail illustrated by ingenious ideas. A canvas installation is painted to resemble the outside of a rocky cliff. This is to commemorate the gay discos held in the 1980s in St Clements Caves, a venue carved into the solid rock under the West Hill. Visitors to the exhibition are invited to put their heads through a flap in the canvas, where they see a video of 80s people dancing to Bronski Beat\u2019s \u2018Smalltown Boy\u2019 and Hazell Dean\u2019s \u2018Searchin\u2019\u2019. I nearly titled this diary entry \u2018The Caves of Hazell Dean\u2019.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Another exhibit is a 1980s-style community notice board, made up of typewritten advertisements on pinned postcards. The twist is that the adverts are for local queer organisations operating in 2026, like the publisher Cipher Press, the club night Laundry Day, and the \u2018wrestling cabaret\u2019 Hagstone Stunners. To see an Instagram \u2018@\u2019 address typed onto a postcard by a 1980s manual typewriter gives me a feeling of uncanny giddiness. It surely risks summoning some kind of time demon, like an episode of <em>Sapphire and Steel<\/em>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">There are further games with anachronisms. The visitor can listen to a cassette recording of readings from newsletters produced by Hastings gay societies of the 1970s and 80s, blended with new music by the DJ Elena Columbi. The cassette and its cover are rendered in a very contemporary design in clear orange plastic, so the object manages to look new and old at the same time. I buy a copy in the museum shop. It must be the first cassette I have bought in thirty years.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large is-resized\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.dickonedwards.com\/diary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/imgi_37_00452.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"768\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/www.dickonedwards.com\/diary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/imgi_37_00452-768x1024.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-5521\" style=\"aspect-ratio:0.7499961852445258;width:206px;height:auto\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.dickonedwards.com\/diary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/imgi_37_00452-768x1024.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.dickonedwards.com\/diary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/imgi_37_00452-225x300.jpg 225w, https:\/\/www.dickonedwards.com\/diary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/imgi_37_00452.jpg 900w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 768px) 100vw, 768px\" \/><\/a><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\"><em>Cassette by<\/em> <em>Elena Colombi with the Hastings Queer History Collective: &#8216;Sarah\u2019s, Satins and Blades (The Way We Found Each Other)&#8217;<\/em>. <em><a href=\"https:\/\/osare-editions.bandcamp.com\/album\/oe-029-elena-colombi-with-the-hastings-queer-history-collective-sarah-s-satins-and-blades-the-way-we-found-each-other\">Available from Os\u00e0re! Editions on Bandcamp.<\/a><\/em><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><br \/><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Some book news. I have written the foreword for the new graphic novel version of Orlando by Virginia Woolf, adapted by Jules Scheele. The book is colourful and sexy and is out now, published by Avery Hill of London, UK. 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